almost faded lets just go

crap beans tonight was FUN. and it was clean too! . wow beans. sober for 3 months 21 days.
journalism people are awesome sometimes.
and Dominique! you missed out after you left...
i beat Marin twice at pool, but before that Kevin and Anahita and i went on an adventure and walked around the neighborhood through all the little paths in the condo area and we found this little baby field of grass ! it was so pretty, just this flat little thing, all bare and green with a few lampposts and a sign that said that the area was for residents only. but we didn't care.
and! we found a shopping cart in the shadows. it was creepy at first, but then it was cool. we played with it and rolled it around.
so, that was our adventure.
then we came back and played pool. and just chilled.
oh yeah-- Dominique, i don't think you saw Mr. Roubian do his hand stand either. but people took pictures, so. he really did it. stood on his head. it was awesome beans.

anyway. Kevin's nice. really nice. and he said he'd call me later-- there's a giant rave on new years eve that he's going to, and i'd like to tag along. it sounds crazy fun, and he gives nice hugs.

wow. i needed tonight.
i might go out later, maybe around 3. Paul sent me an email, which is weird since... he never sends emails.
interesting how guys sometimes do things that aren't characteristically comfortable just for a fuck -_-