sick sparrow

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current listen: "a mouth of fingers" by telephone jim jesus






today i woke up too late to go to church, and i guess my mother didn't want to bother me since she didn't make me go.
after i climbed out of bed, tied my hair and washed up, i went downstairs and had a cup of soy milk. then i had some v8. and now i'm drinking iced black coffee.

and i just finished watching three times. i really love hsiao-hsien hou. he's an amazing director-- i've loved every film that i've watched of his. i just wish that his films were released in the u.s. anybody who's really into cinematography would glean something useful from watching his films.
and there's an actress named qi shu who is amazing. she's in at least three of hou's films and i've loved her in them, especially millennium mambo. she's very pretty on top of being a great young actress; i can't take my eyes off her whenever she's on the screen. she has a certain presence that i, personally, find to be riveting. and it's not just her appearance.













your words were anonymous as though it did not matter whether or not it was you who uttered them. they were only half formed, spoken with a chilled nonchalance.








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