barely

Whilst trying to explain my current emotions and the brokenness that seems to have been flung upon me, i came across this

If I bore you, then that it that. If I am clumsy, that may indicate partly the difficulty of my subject, and the seriousness with which I am trying to take what hold I can of it; more certainly, it will indicate my youth, my lack of mastery of my so-called art or craft, my lack perhaps of talent . . .
--James Agee