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today is the birthday of a boy i used to love, a boy for whom my emotions will always be ambiguous. i did not say hello, or happy birthday, but i watched him from across the room and realized how much we've grown apart, how i used to know his skin very well and the way my chin fitted into the crook of his neck when i hugged him, the taughtness of his back when his arms reached for me. he is one of the those who have not loved me as much as i loved him; i loved him so, so much. 
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jeudi 13 décembre 2007
a demon of the ancient world.