little over ten hours later:

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resolutions?

-lose weight (a significant amount-- MY idea of significant).
-write, read, paint prolifically.
-finish my short story "thoughts on us" (which probably won't be all that short).
-study like maniacal nerdy fiend.
-get at least 2300 on sats.
-don't lose control, yet discover more of myself and make myself more vulnerable, thus find a deeper strain of strength in which i can ground myself.





blargh to you.







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