feeling more than I can understand.

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i was watching l'auberge espagnol the other night.
i kissed romain duris on the television screen and whispered
that he's my favorite french indie darling
and that i wanted to see
one of his more recent films-- dans paris
but i'm sorry
i can't drive and i'm underage;
i can't even buy my own cigarettes yet. but you're astounding
and inspiring.
and i think that romain nodded in consolation.
although i couldn't be sure.
then i started seeing everyone as foreign tourists,
with different habits, loves, ways of thought.

i hope everyone had a good new year.
i spend mine in a mall and a car,
drinking aloe vera juice and baccus
with headphones on and an overture blasting.




a still from la vie en rose-- marion cotillard was.. indescribably impressive. go see.



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