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R said something really... true... tonight as we were driving to McClain's.
He said that the hard part is waiting, waiting when you know that something great is going to happen in your life and that you're going to be able to start something new, but it won't happen for a really long time.
I feel like I'm stuck in that moment, this very difficult moment of endurance and subdued energy that increases with every passing day. I feel tender and strong, wild but calm, and expectant but exhausted.
It's like restlessness, but it's also like sleep.






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