slow degradation of guilt, regret and blame

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Ah, it has been a while, has it not?





These days I have been... writing fairly little and refraining from allowing close relationships.
There is relative calm and quiet.

I've been watching Becoming Jane, Brokeback Mountain and Atonement, reveling in the sheer injustice of love and all the pain that it brings, wondering it's.. really worth it, I suppose.









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My favorite cézanne painting:




And a teapot that I made that was inspired by it:







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