hurrac

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any punishment i'll take for this allowance of one person.
allow me him and what he gives to me, and i'll take whatever else is piled onto my shoulders.


















various seams in the time that passed today appeared wrought with awkward history and a feeling of confusion, as though i did not know where i stand with those whom i have thought to be constants in my life. the light bent and shook the air and the clouds in a way that induced a nauseating awareness of change, an apprehensive knowledge of imminent action, perhaps heartbreak. and then there was both the love of such tension and the great fear of it. i was caught between the two.





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